MoonGoddess

So I ended up doing great new years eve.  Stressed out like a crazy woman about what to wear & how everything I owned made me look even fatter & ended up getting to the party an hour late.  Jeez.  I felt like a loser, but I ended up missing the dinner part of things & just ate the munchies.  I didn’t really need to eat the beef, pasta, potatoes, etc.  I filled up on the stuff I would have had to eaten anyway since it was the good stuff (the grapes, cheese balls, chex mix, monkey bread, veggies, crackers, etc.)  I skipped the dips & fudge.  I realized that I was saving calories since I skipped the meal.  So bonus there.

I skipped the keg & mixed drinks & stuck to two glasses of the Shiraz I took.  Even had the tiniest champagne for the toast so saved cals there too!  & the best part was no headache in the morning!!!

I haven’t done any of the normal stuff I typically do to stay focused.  I have forgotten to wear my pedometer til today & haven’t tracked a calorie in the past three days.  Haven’t even hopped on the scale.  I did work out & haven’t eaten unreasonably.  but I just don’t feel focused.  I’m kinda scared to get on the scale tomorrow…but I will.

I need to lose this weight & I know what works for me…. tracking!  Tracking steps, tracking calories (even if I’m not aiming for low numbers) & watching the weight daily.  I also need to take my measurements again since its been a while since I have done that.

Argh.. sucks to be getting back to work & life as usual.  I kinda enjoyed relaxing around the house a bit too much!